Monday, November 27, 2006

d i s a p p o i n t m e n t

This morning, the moment I opened my eyes, I knew this is what I have to blog (even the style!). Probably I dreamed about blogging it, I wasn't sure because I don't remember the dream. But I did remember a dream whereby L B sent me a weird & amusing SMS about some biatch coming to Italy and all, not forgetting the funny caricatures in the SMS! There were a couple of frogs ROTFLOL, can you believe it? Hahaha! Weird actually, but oh well...



Does it have to be me?
Inconsolable, at times...
Shitty, of course.
Alone you'll feel...
Pathetic
Pawned
Ouch!
Inelegant
Needy
Too bad...
Misgiving you'll tend to be...
Empty, the mind could go but
Never mind, because
Time will heal...


I just had this 'brilliant' idea this morning, and since I've not updated the past few days, I thought I'll just pen this down, with some help from my Best Friend, Madam Dictionary. Yes, this really 'crashed' into my head wan...

I know this is a sad topic to discuss on a Monday but do you have any Tales of Disappointment to share? We get disappointed each time we have expectation or hope. But then again, can we live without hope or expectation? And how do you measure hope/expectations so as not to be so disappointed when you fail or fall? People always say, "Don't have such high expectations." So, how high is high? And how low is low? Difficult, eh?

Anyway, have a good week ahead!

66 comments:

sengkor said...

monday blues ka..?

Winn said...

chup!!

liucas said...

woof!

Winn said...

it depends ..on what subject matters.

'expectation is an assumpsion ;not definite'. so i dont place any expectation on friends to avoid disappointment .

i think ppl can live better with no expectation, less things to think , then baru ada more surprises in life.kan?

liucas said...

dont cry dont cry...

liucas promise angel jiejie to be good today k?

Anonymous said...

*lends shoulder to angel*

we all get disappointed every once and again. it's part and parcel of life ... i take it as it comes, and cross every bridge when i have to.

my worst disappointment ever was being lied to by one of my former bosses ... i never ever trusted him again. never.

See Fei said...

it is within our deep mind that we always hope for something to satisfy us. when we couldnt find the antidote to this craving of our mind, we feel disappointed. sometimes. most of the time we dont even know what we are missing.

so disappointment is an awakening. it is now how disappointment hit us but how we manage and react to it that say a lot about who and what we are!

good entry & good that you have awakened!!

have a nice week!

Inevitable said...

Chup!

Fantasy "Sticky" Flier said...

disappointment only comes when there is expectation. where there is no expectation you cannot be disappointed....

may said...

too many expectations,
too many disappointments.

not a topic I'm good at sharing, so please excuse me while I sit this one out.

hugs for you.

Inevitable said...
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Inevitable said...

As you put it, time will heal...

L B said...

EH?!!!!!!!!!! What frog?!!! What biatch?!!! LOLOL!!! Waaaaa, using me as an excuse now, izzit?!! *YOUNG**YOUNG* WTF happened? Why suddenly such
d i s a p p o i n t me n t ?
What did I do? Where's FM69.69?!! *dust**dust*

L B said...

Oh, I get disappointed every day. So much so that I am so used to that it becomes part & parcel of daily life.. But Major Disappointments? Pun got. Biggest disappointment was no Lormaikai this morning when I woke up.

L B said...

*try squeezing into the modem*

L B said...

*try the office loo then*

King's wife said...

Hahahaaa...'crashed' into your head! Sounds damn familiar. ;-)

eat blog, shit blog, sleep blog, dream blog! Wah, you blogging too much liao. Can dream of tin kai also.

The bigger the expectation, the harder to fall. How?
So, don't expect so much when we go shopping later. :D

nyonyapenang said...

aiyoh, ha mi soo? lai, lai, gua sayang-sayang.
lai, lai, lan khi chiak happy food. ;)

Chen said...

Each and everyone of us has the experiences disappointment somewhere in our paths..
Disappointment with things, disappointment with people, disappointment with our surroundings, disappointment with certain issues, disappointment with our achievements ......
disappointment with leaders..
and it depends on how we view it too..
Expect less, and we will be more happy..
*hugs*

Anonymous said...

*hugs*

Anonymous said...

Disappointments, I have too many .. but i keep my chin-up everytime :)

tired_man said...

Disappointment. It can be from many things under the sun. But I believe the most common and hardest disappointments come from love…or rather unrequited love….as suggested in your blog. Needless to say, we all have our stories. It’s a part of life…neither good nor bad.

“Nothing ventured, nothing gained” so they say…….obviously idiots who have never been disappointed real bad if u asked me. But seriously, what is life without hope of love? Isn’t love the very essence of life, romantic though the notion may sound. So venture we must, to seek love and embrace it.

But how much is too much hope? Can it be measured in such simple terms or even controlled? Is there even such a thing as low expectation? Tell that to an anguished lover, grief-stricken by loss. Hope is often beyond our control. But the lessons and pain of past hurts, together with the healing of time, can prepare us for pursuing a new love.

Sadly, some choose to tuck away their hearts, vowing never to suffer the crushing pain of disappointment again…..

angel said...

Be back later to reply to your comments! I'm going shopping!

liucas said...

i wan kiko mia t-shirt see got my size or not.

mummy found out i 'pei lou' redi...tonite sure mati *wails*

may said...

tired_man: you articulate it so well!

angel: sorry ah, just needed to say that, hahaha! eh, yesterday shopping not enough meh?! still looking for your skirt? happy hunting!! :)

Simple American said...

Nuthing worse than a disappointing Monday for an Angel. *hugs*

It happens. Like you wrote time will heal. Be strong and smile at the girl in the mirror.

tired_man said...

Dear May

Tq.

Anonymous said...

*Titoki gives you a hug*

Sometimes the higher our expectation goes, the greater we will fall.

And we should always prepare a pillow to cushion us, so that when we fall, we won't hurt ourselves so much.

As long as we have already tried & done our best, then we shouldn't have anymore regrets. Don't you agree? :)

Monk[+]Icon said...

i guess this poem I created few months suits your current condition...I was betrayed by a good friend myself, betrayed beyond humanity....gerooo~

Chen said...

*hungry*
haven't eat dinner yet :P

angel said...

Dear sengkor,...
No Monday Blues... just my dream...
And yes, Pratinum Chup for u!

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Dear winn,...
Grolden Chup!

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Dear liucas,...
Srilver Woof Woof!

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angel said...

Dear winn,...
No expectations?
I'll try... :)

But then hor, I expect u to bring millie the nxt time, liu? :P

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Dear liucas,...
Jie jie dun hv cry...
Did you see the quote of the day for today?

The better I get to know men, the more I find myself loving dogs.
-Charles de Gaulle-

*wink wink*

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Dear moz,...
Waa... very big shoulders hor? :P Thank q...

I'm fine... the blog was a dream which I had to realise it...

Once bitten, twice shy... understood...

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Dear feikor,...
I dunno how to reply to your comment wor... just hug, can?

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Dear inevitable,...
Lei chup mutt yeh worr?

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Dear fantasy "sticky" flier,...
I asked, how can we live without any expectation? There will be some level of expectation eventhough when we say we don't have any... I think it's only natural we have expectation... no?

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Dear may,...
Hugs accepted and you're excused :)

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Dear inevitable,...
Yup, that's my Tagline ;) but got some liuliu fren asked, Does it heal or does it numb?

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Dear l b,...
Now that you know what biatch, go interpret my dream like now! Faster!

What did you do? You don't bring me flowers anymore... you don't sing to me anymore...
*Scandalous*
*young* *young*

The sudden d i s a p p o i n t m e n t came from my dream lerrr...

I'm so sorry that you were disappointed after failing to receive the Telepathic Lormaikai... our technical person will contact you soon and maybe arrange for a courier instead...

*modem is missing*
*loo is too wet*

Stay Young... remember, You Jump, I Hop, Skip & Jump!

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Dear king's wife,...
Hehehe... of cos lah familiar... U know, I know, He knows too ;)

Now that you put it that way, abt me eat blog, tok blog, shit blog and even dream blog, I really have to do something about it hor? Get away from blogs can help, you think??

I go shopping without expectation... well, okay, maybe got a little little bit... but okay mah, hor?

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Dear nyonya,...
Kam sia sayang gua chay-chay... wa boh su... :) wa cho bang nia lar... :D

U sure u wanna wanna Happy Food? ;) Gua tak mau kena blame ohh...

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Dear lokter,...
What's the liuliu formula to expect less? Can share share?

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Dear plink,...
*hugs back tight tight*

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Dear nicholas,...
That's the best thing to do... :)

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Dear tired_man,...
As always, thank you for understanding it so well... I think most of the time, we'll still wear our hearts on our sleeves...

Allow me to quote L B who once said, One never learns, is what one learns...

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Dear angel,...
Shop your head... came back with nothing also!

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Dear liucas,...
I go find for u the Kiko t-shirt, ok?

*prays Liucas is safe tonite*

Chuk chuk chuk... Liucas... lei ok mou??

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Dear may,...
Failed again! Sigh!

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Dear Sir SA,...
I'm alright... I'm smiling everyday... well, almost... ;)
*hugs back*

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Dear titoki,...
Will you be my Pillow? ^^

One thing I'm very sure is, I have no Regrets in my Life... :)

Thank you for the hug.
Angel loves the hug... and you too...

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Dear ah monk,...
Oh dear... I'll read you later, okay? Been bzzzz! Betrayals... happen to everyone...

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Dear lokter,...
I also hungry... how like that? Just now got people offer BBQ ribs... but how to eat so late liao??

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nyonyapenang said...

no blamelogy allowed. :)

zeroimpact said...

There is a slight difference in hope and expectation
We can hope but do not expect
Very hard to do
Very very hard to do

Tiuniasing said...

forwarded mail kah??

Monk[+]Icon said...

dream oso can dream of dissapointment geh...normaly i dream worse oso is kena murdered by freddy krueger or jason x. other than that...happy dreams...

Winn said...

today anyone disappoints u or not ?

angel said...

Dear nyonya,...
You say wan ahh...

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Dear zeroimpact,...
Be it hope or expectation, if we don't get it, we get d i s a p p o i n t e d...

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Dear ah tiu,...
Mutt yeh forwarded mail ahh?? Ngor seh geh lah okayyy :P

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Dear ah monk,...
Yalor.. dunno why... maybe I feel the disappointment subconsciously... waa, u dreamed of being murdered?? That's scary! gero gero geroooo!!!

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Dear winn,...
Got errr...

I disappointed not meeting misti... u leh?

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ah nel said...

*scratch scratch head*

Kenny Ng said...

what so disappointment? anyway... I'm back!

mistipurple said...

we will meet one day. and i always think of liu. :)

your last post and this one is very deep thinking one. i did not comment because not easy to comment just like that. just to let you know i got think a bit and couldn't come up with anything appropriate. 'friends' and 'disappointments' are not easy subjects to talk about..

Winn said...

me yoo very disappointed not meetin misti:(

angel said...

Dear ah nel,...
U want me tolong you scratch ka?

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Dear kenny,...
Whee! Welcum bek! Yerrrr, u din tapao the CCF for me :(

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Dear misti,...
I hope so lor... :(
*still sulking*

I know u got read... don't worry about not commenting... but sometimes, can learn from other ppl's experiences also :)

angel said...

Dear winn,...
Haha! Liu are here!

So we go meet her, want?

mistipurple said...

lol! i want to hug both of liu right now! crazy bunch of liulius who tug at my heartstrings. haiz. my heart vely precious. cannot break break scared to expose wan.

angel said...

Dear misti,...
Faster hug! Fasterrrr! Ei wait... i still sulking :(

Your heart precious... we no break also... we want liu you nia...

Winn said...

wanna go now? i wait u at pudu wan or not? we go buy bus tix now

angel said...

Dear winn,...
Pudu ah? Not KTM station meh? That day who said KTM station wan?

Winn said...

i duno wor

i melayang layang again...i forgot everythingliu

mistipurple said...

hahaahhaaha buay tahan you too!!!
ahh yooooo. lap liu both lah!

angel said...

Dear winn,...
Oh yeah... see lah you... can focus on us anot nxt time? Can anot?? Afturds misti donwan meet us then die... :(

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Dear misti,...
Hehe... We know u lap us!!!
Yippie!!!

mistipurple said...

hahahaaha. i truly wonder what will happen when we meet up! nite nite Princess A!! and Winnliuliu!

Ang Gu Gu said...

dissapointment nvm..got gu gu still =p

Anonymous said...

So unfair la you... goan scold angel pulak. She go shopping oni.... (Never bought anything means save mnoey lorr....)

;)

Kenny Ng said...

CCF? CFC u mean? :P

_butt said...

you won't believe this..

*sky turns grey*
*reading this post*
*listening to Jacky Wu's song on Chen's previous entry*
*wondering myself what to blog these days*
*siiiiiigh*

here.. lemme give u a big big hug to make you feel better.. people make mistakes, people learn, people move on.. that's how life goes.. you too.. just take your time.. :D

I'm feeling shitty lately, which explains why I hadn't blog much.. part of the reason because if I blog about it, 'they' will know, then bitch about it probably.. which is the last thing I want that to happen.. TRUST is such a word beyond extinction in my life.. *woops sorry I'm blabbing off here*

Sometimes it's better to have preferences than expectation, at least it won't hurt much, rite?

angel said...

Dear misti,...
If u, me & winn meet, this is how it'd be:

Me - trys to find topic to tok.

Winn - her mind will melayang dunno go where... her hands would most probably be itchy and maybe poke poke on some leftover food (ie. if we are in a restaurant)

You - smiling & blushing? :D

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Dear ang gu gu,...
Liu sure liu will still be here??? Promise? Swear??

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Dear plink,...
*garu kapala*
Who scold me arr?

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Dear kenny,...
NOOO! I mean CHEE CHEONG FUNNNNN!!! :p

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Dear butty,...
Waa... very drama... very Korean drama... :D

Me is okay ler, sweetie... :) but thank you for your Big Warm Hug... love it! And me is a tough cookie. ;)

You feel shitty? Awww... let ME gib you a Big Care Bear Hug! Pssst... you know, you can rent a blog at angel's... *wink wink*

Best part is... it's F O C ! Wanna wanna?? ^^

a^ben said...

ai si~ i haven comment!!! mana eh sai~ :X

remember to pad the butt with cushion so that when fall down wun hurt that badly~

after fall down must learn how to stand up` like that balu wun terjatuh dalam sai kang forever ever chao sai bi~ ahhahaha

*bump ka chng with angel~* :P

Winn said...

disappointment is , whenever you refresh angelestrix.blogspot.com you keep seeing the same 'outdate'....

Chen said...

agree with WINN :D
*waiting*

ah nel said...

mali mali...

u goin bek penang driving kar?

angel said...

Dear a^ben,...
Choi... mai si, mai si!

U bring the cushion for me? TQ!

Wah piang... i can't imagine if we fall into the sai kang! Really ai si that time!!!

*bump bump bump*

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Dear winn,...
Already UPDATE.. no more OUTDATE :P

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Dear lokter,...
Wait no more...

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Dear ah nel,...
No driving... cos you no drive me oso... u there ka? ;)

ah nel said...

i wana lumpang if u drive... ;)

angel said...

Dear ah nel,...
U lumpang from where to where?

ah nel said...

wah lan eh u no need slp wan kar?o u just pinis yeehah...

to pinang...

angel said...

Dear ah nel,...
I need sleep wan... just that no time to sleep... :(