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*Warning - This entry was written under some drug influence*

Yes, I'm down with a cold. Nose tersumbat, sorethroat, cough, dan lain-lain yang sewaktu dengannya. It's been a looong time since I caught a bad cold. Been breathing thru my mouth the whole day, finally dragged myself to the clinic just now. Wooo... got new male doc. Dr. Casey C. (I think.) Young one summore... looks like a nice guy, summore ask me to Take Care before I left the room. Waa, no doc asked me to take care before wor... Anyway, I told him, please gimme something strong. He said, sure sure. Sure will give you strong wan. But when I took the meds just now, I knew that he tipu-ed me... Those are NOT strong med! GRRR!!! Anyway, I just took 'em lah.

So today kyh blogged about his success in getting a place in USM. (I graduated from there BTW). A future architect, he's gonna be. Congratulations, kyh! LB, can we contract kyh for the Good Ghost Rice Resort?? I told you I found the best spot for our resort at one of the Swedish archipelago! I know, I have not blogged about it yet. I'm bad...

Speaking of making phone calls, I chose to call a few people up last night on my way home in the car but so sad cos no one was around to pick up the calls! I called sandy in Singapore, no answer, called her house, no answer. Called keat, masuk voicemail. Called winnie, no answer. A few moments later, she called me back, this winnie. Then halfway, dunno what happened, it got cut off. Couldn't get thru her after that. So much for my 'choice' to call people up, huh?

Why am I focusing about 'choice' here? Because for the whole of yesterday, I was doing mindblogging. Yes, blogging in the mind, didn't type it out, until now. I was doing mindblogging about chances & choices after I read volumesinmylife.blogspot.com. I'm just a phantom reader there. This guy can write good stuff (and looks quite lengjai also wan... hehe). Anyway, he posted something about chances & choices in life. And it made me think about blogging and life in general.

Chances. It brought you to me, or me to you.

Choices. We chose to comment in each others blog, we 'keep' in contact through blogs, e-mails, instant messengers, telephone calls, SMSes, meet-ups. It is a choice that we make. And whatever choices we make will bring us to our current life, our current situation. I sometimes choose not to comment in some blogs. It's my choice. Maybe I don't feel comfortable, maybe I was lazy, maybe maybe maybe... lotsa maybe's. BUT, there are a number of blogs which I will choose to comment, come rain or shine, whether I'm well or sick, whether I'm free or super busy. How can I explain that? I don't know. It's probably the bond I have with you. *shrug* Yeah, that must be it.

So... if let's say we can't 'bond' for some particular reason, is that a choice? Or is that chance?

Haha... it's ok, no need to answer wan... I'm starting to feel a bit dreamy but my fingers are still tapping away. Gee, this feels so liberating. It feels as if I'm dancing on the street with everyone watching haha. Dance like I've never dance before. *does an Ally McBeal*

You'd notice that lately, I seldom write long entries. Why? Because I think my Engrish is not powderfool enough. Feel so malu want to write a lot. But then again, I can write long comments and long e-mails IF I put my mind to it, IF I have lotsa crap to say. Freethinker will know what I mean because I talk lots of nonsense in his serious blog. But I'm actually encouraging him to blog because in the beginning, no one is there to comment and he can churn out 2-3 entries per day, this chap. OK, I'm off topic again... sorry...

Back to chances & choices, what about those relationships/friendships that turn sour? Was it out of choice? Or chance? It does make you wonder, doesn't it? After wondering yesterday, I came to my conclusion, I say it's Our Choice... What say you?

Quoted from Fantastic 4 : Rise of the Silver Surfer...
Susan Storm (Jessica Alba) : Why are you trying to destroy us?
Silver Surfer (Laurence Fishburne's voice) : I have no choice.
Susan Storm : There's always a choice.
Silver Surfer : Not always!

BTW, a certain Yodaddy commented to me in ducky's blog that my blog has become a birthday, travel & food blog that does not quite "blow up skirts". Haha, his exact words. Who's Yodaddy? He's an anti-religion blogger. Well, used to be one. Nowadays, maybe he's spending time chasing skirts more. *grins* Anyway, he mentioned that my blog is not that interesting to him anymore because he couldn't relate to some of the things I have said here. Whilst I appreciate his genuine opinion, I told him that it's not my fault that he can't relate to what I write here... Now now, why am I telling you this? Hmmm... I don't know. I lost my trail of thoughts already...

OK, I need to hit the sack now. I'm gonna lose myself in 5... 4... 3... 2... zzzzz.... *wakes up again* Oh yeah, narrowband, good luck! *wink* Gee... this entry feels like an e-mail to you, you and you! LoL! Good night, World! *zzzzzzz*